"I've been waiting all my life for a break like this, its my chance of a lifetime, I just know it is, I've got to go and find these dreams...

Do you have see people you have known well in another time of your life and suddenly freeze, suddenly you go back in time. Today we were in  a restaurant and this happened to me, I saw this person and all of a sudden I was the unsure, unfocused, self conscious 18 year old again. It is amazing how fast everything can come crashing back.  It is situations like this that make me grateful for the choices I have made, and even more, make me happy that I am not 18 anymore, but serious blast from the past for a minute. I think moments like this make me truly understand that the choices I have made were the right ones for me, and that without a few of them the cascade of events would have never started and I would not be where I am now.  Hm... someday I might handle it a bit better, but for now yeah I would prefer not to do that again for another year.