Stress Case

I constantly worry about things that either don't matter or that I have no control over. Let me give you a "for instance", today I have been concerned about what I am going to make for dinner. Brian is going to be working late so if I wanted to have microwave popcorn for dinner that would be okay, but instead I have been worried about this all day. I am a crazy person. Some people have husbands who are very concerned about what they have for dinner... I dont, mine is great, as long as there is food available he is relatively content (I dont know that cereal for dinner would go over as well as filet mignon but you get the gist). Brian says our child is going to be the most stressed little kid out there, that his friends are going to ask him what is wrong and he is going to say that his mother is driving him insane... poor guy

When I have nothing to worry about, I worry that I am not worried. Brian says that I cant live without being stressed... I think that is probably true. Every time I get in a situation that requires or encourages no stress I dont know what to do. I need something... if there is nothing to be stressed about I invent things (like dinner). I need the drama and the excitement.